♥ I'M LOST WITHIN MUSIC

Monday, June 11, 2007

Yes, I am not a chinese nor a malay. Yes, I am a girl with unusual mixes. Yes, I am damn bloody unlucky I don't look like a girl with many mixes. No, I am not weird.
Everyday is like an unusual day to me. Cancel all those interviews for me please, I am not a star. I won't mind if I am a star, but I'm not. And I don't want to be, I think. I don't know what God has in hand for me. Lets just hope it all turns up well(:
These are the most asked questions either by some cukoo outsiders or by my family members. So I have decided that just this single post will stop all those stupid interviews. Visit my blog and you'll know.
Do you prefer malay guys or chinese guys?
Duh! I only prefer my kind of species. Mixes.
But between malay and chinese, I prefer malay guys:D
Please! I am too young to start any relationship. I still've to keep my promise of starting a relationship only when I'm in poly.

Do you prefer hanging out with chinese or malay peeps?
Definitely malay. But wait, If you guys think I only have a malay and chinese blood. You're all wrong. Where did that sir name, "watt" came from and who do you think my (mum's side) grandma is? And also, who do you think my (mum's side) grandpa is? A malay?! I know I prefer malays but to me if you are talking about chinese, this excludes Yvonne, Shirley and Chu Jun because they are my friends.

Do you prefer being called a chinese or a malay?
Mixed?But between this two, a malay.

Which is better, minah or ah lian.
Eww.. I hate both no matter what!

Malay or chinese songs?
English songs! haha. Malay of course.

Do you support the malay or the chinese?
Malay.
Malay dish or chinese dish?
Lebanese dish! Well, malay dishes are nice(:
Chinese dish? ewwww.

Which star do you wish to date?
Irwansyah, he's cute.
Drake Bell and Frankie Muniz. Hot!

♥so long2:54 AM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

♥I need you like water, like breath, like rain.

Mum has gone to Paris. If it wasn't for some kind of weird job at a fast food restaurant, I'd have followed her. I won't mind walking out in the streets alone when mum is at work, I sort of know the directions I think. That's because I wanted a just-another-day-that-I-had the best-day-of-my-life kind of week. You never really know when everything's about to change. Everyone keeps grumbling at me for buying so many clothes and accessories at Bangkok for myself. Please! You call more that 57 things alot? Another reason why everyone is grumbling at me because it is either they hate me or they are really furious about my results:D
Which results in my parents not allowing me to attend midnight curfews or any other kind of curfews with any of my friends. This so-called new rule excludes Inez and Naziyah because we have not been to anywhere together this year. I was in a state of emo when I went to the airport yesterday, flashbacks. For one moment, I feel that everyone is against me.
Maybe I will get better once I receive the gifts from my mum. She promised me bonbons. Not forgetting a Chanel bag and a Dolce & Gabanna Shades. Its much cheaper there(:
I hate my teachers and my principal. Is it necessary for them to see my parents. Stop forcing, I hate you guys! Bust out of my life, I don't need your help, you guys are already a very big help to me. Not! Hmph. I am telling my Grandma, she is going to scold all you dumb teachers. Hey! If my cousin can bring my grandma to see his teacher, why can't I? Suckers.

♥so long9:59 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

♥ Don't worry, only God knows how to explain.

Disheartened by the fact that I failed most of my subjects. But my english and chinese marks really cheered me up:D

♥ What I remembered about the constellation; applies to you too.

Do not be demoralised by your marks sheeka, you tried your very best and we all know it. You too did well for most of your subjects Chu Jun, I know you have done your very best in your english and geography(:

My mum is so going to kill me if she knows about my results. I'm so dead meat, man. Why can't some mums and dads understand that no one is perfect. Why do you think that there is even such thing as mat kental, minah kental, ah beng tak jadi and ah lian tak jadi. I wish my mum knew that I have tried my very best but my hard work doesn't pay after all):
Enterprise photo shoot was fun beacuse my best friend existed in that photo:D I am defintely going to buy at least one of the fun shot. My cousin is purchasing the NCC photo, I'd love to see how he look like in the photo. Can't wait. (you know it's not his face you want to see)

♥burning hot mouth/after rinsing my mouth with listerine:D

I told them I won't be going madrasah this sunday beacause I will be going on a date. That was so hilarious, they fell for it. It was suppose to be on purpose, you see. I promise myself not to have any boyfriends until I am in poly. I am trying very hard now, making sure not to break my promise to everyone and myself so this also means that I will have to forget him. But it just seems oh-so difficult. All I want is to not like-like you, but alas!

♥so long4:53 AM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

MUMMY & ME<3

THE BOY AND THE GIRL:D

PICASSO(;

THE ONE WITH COLOURFUL BONBONS IS MINE!

CIRCLE NUGGET:D

THANKS KIF.

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.

♥so long4:53 AM

HAD MUMMY'S DAY DINNER WITH MY WHOLE FAMILY, MY GRANDMA, TWO AUNTIES, UNCLE AND TWO COUSINS. IT WAS SATISFYING, VERY. I TOOK PICTURES OF SOME OF THE MAIN COURSES WE HAD. OF COURSE WE HAD ALL THOSE FOOD FOR OURSELVES, ALONE! THE FOOD THAT I TOOK PICTURES OF ARE ALL THEN EATEN BY ME:D LIKE DUH, EACH ONE OF US GET ONE EACH WHAT OF DIFFERENT DISHES. WE ACTUALLY HAD MORE BUT I WAS TOO OCCUPIED TO TAKE MORE PICTURES OF IT. LIKE THE UNAGI, PASTA, PIZZA, SALMON, SHARK'S FIN SOUP. SO ON AND SO FOURTH.

♥so long4:34 AM

& FOR DESSERTS

PEPPERMINT CHOCOLATE.

& LIME FLAVOURED

ICE-CREAM(:

RICH CHOCOLATE, BROWNIE.

TOPPED WITH MARSHMALLOW

& CHOCOLATE PIECES.

FINISHING IT OFF WITH

CHOCOLATE SAUCE;D

PURE-DURIAN PUFFS &

COFFEE CREAM CAKES<3

A PLATE FULL OF DURIAN PUFFS

HEAVENLY(;

MELTED COKE FLOAT:D

BUT IT STILL TASTES NICE THOUGH!

SOME OF THE FONDUES;D

PEACHY PINEAPPLE.

BERRY STRAWBERRY.

MILK AND VANILLA.

♥so long4:04 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

I WENT MADRASAH YESTERDAY AND WHAT THE HELL, INEZ DIDN'T COME. HAHA, BUT HOT GUY DID:D I DIDN'T GET TO SEE RAIHANAH, THAT'S BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS LATE. THE FIRST THING I SAY WHEN I ENTERED CLASS WAS 'ASSALAMUALAIKUM.' MY TEACHER WAS SO PROUD OF ME, BECAUSE HE THINKS I AM A VERY WELL BROUGHT-UP MUSLIMA. HE LECTURED US ON MOTHERS, I SIMPLY JUST LOVE HIS LESSONS. ACTUALLY QIRAH CLASS WAS NOT BORING, HAIKAL AND HIS FRIEND WAS SO FUNNY. MARIA AND I TALKED ABOUT BEING RACIST AND HOW WE HATED TO BE CALLED A CHINESE. ITS DAMN EMBARASSING. AFTER THAT, MY DAD SENT ME TO MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE. MY SISTER FELL FOR NOT LISTENING TO MY MUM, THE SCARIEST THING WAS, IT WAS AT THE MOSQUE. IT WAS SOME KIND OF SHOE ISSUE. MY MUM DIDN'T EXPECT ALOT FROM US; ALL SHE WANT IS FOR US TO BECOME GOOD MUSLIMS. SORRY MUM IF I HAVE DONE ANY WRONGS TO YOU, PLEASE FORGIVE ME OR I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO LIVE IN PEACE. AMIN!

♥so long9:49 PM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

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Friday, April 13, 2007

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